I feel so prude... .?

Sorry to say this but you're young. You probably have morals that your friends don't, or you're just not mentally ready to have a ual relationship. DO NOT force yourself into having with someone when you're not ready. It's psychologically damaging and can lead to more promiscuity and low self esteem. isn't everything, that's not even something you should be worrying about. And as for relationships: no one stays with their high school sweethearts. In reality, high school relationships are a waste of time. Live it up while you're young. And only do something if you feel it's right.