Please help me please?

thers aboy ilove and im 13 and hes 27 i know now you all surprise by seeing that but its tru i dont know hes feeling to me but the only thing that iknow is that ilove hem i realy love hem maybe now icant go out with hem but how aboua later like when im 20 hes 34 so that o.k right but what im fraid off is that he wont say thats right im afraid that he gonna tell me that your still baby for me like 14 years between us you know what imean its o.k right please give advice please and what make sad the most is ithink he dont love like ido and im afraid he will rejected me goooooooooooooood im so despert